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Abstract

“Disappearance that lingers within the State of Returning” is a picture created by imagination that is transformed from the memory of a five-year-old girl to a 24 year old woman. The story begins after returning from a visit to my hometown. I became a child again. I was walking down a small path through the high mountains near the border. I was once delighted in this place. The feeling of being surrounded by a large green field is warm and welcoming. The building is located at the wrong place in the countryside along with the old woman who always took care of me. The smell from my memories grew stronger affecting my realization. I had walked far away from the village for a long time. I usually do not think of past memories as I often return home but these are feelings of the past that have never been revisited. Thinking back and looking at the old days that I haven't dared to open before until now, these feelings are being disturbed for no reason. I am driven back to delve into the past like creating another world, Inorder to release the burden of memories, I am driven back to delve into the past like creating another world. Nostalgia spreads throughout the area. Entering this process is an adventure heading into a familiar place. Then I come back to where I stand in the moment to examine the meaning of overlapping both the state of the era and the transition of time. I began to realize I had slipped into a reverie that was shaping experience and manifesting itself through the creation of art. This gives the opportunity to understand the story of each aspect in my life as well as discovering awareness in other broad ways. It is the reason why objects, stories, places, people, and landscapes are brought back to mind in order to demonstrate and expand upon the fundamentals of bringing past places closer. The farthest place is not as far as before.